I am sad.
I do not write for two weeks because it happened to me at all. And it is That's the problem. Report
fast every other day around. Saturday 17
take the guitar to the party ... sound a bit 'of people with another guy who brought his guitar ... great disappointment when she sings Irish songs and the native can not Starmie behind the lyrics ... they know better than them ... I also play with Louise, the French and I do not mind who knows how to play. Thursday, 22
I handed the essay in history, all written in a hurry on 21 and then he will be horrible, finished proofreading by Aisling at 10:30 pm (not thank you enough). The paper kept me busy the brain, but by Thursday I drag myself without reason from one place to another without a great desire to do something. I speak Thursday at Spring Hill an American when I can not remember and pronounce the name and discovered that like Pearl Jam ... is the first person I meet here who knows 'Black' ... It is also socialist! Then he met a Lithuanian ... at least so I understand ... and Den, in Irish, with whom I shared the taxi on the Saturday before I even offer a beer ... things did not seem to go so bad Thursday ... Over the weekend intensive exchange of SMS with Aisling on 'Irish folk songs' (which she loves but he did not know that there is a folk song which is called as her) and 'Irish names meaning' (his dream means or vision in a dream ... that of his sister's freedom ... "my parents are big Republicans" comment ... in a message).
Saturday at the party at the home of Anatole, I forgot about everything and everyone and I drank like a goat mixing all kinds of alcohol including cider makes me sick. I play the guitar but because I brought down with me to play 'La Bamba' or the 'macarena'. I was decently drunk and ended up talking to the Greeks of Plato and Aristotle (not a cliché, I really did). I get the number of Louise .... then I remember the night apart. I wake up on the couch by Anatole to 9 with one of the worst headache I've ever had to keep me company ... at least they are not alone!
I go home and sleep in the bus until 14.20. Today, Wednesday, something like 12 hours sleep until one in my asshole building does not decide to burn something and the alarm goes off .... I wake up already pissed. The most interesting thing I do is a walk of two hours for the entire beach area .... delay on the troubled bank (you'll understand later) look at the sea ... beautiful ... I love this land ...
now because I'm sad and I did not write enough, published a few poems that I read tonight to calm down and express how I feel pretty good. I know that many of you do not read them ... and you're wrong ... I just hope that someone appreciates.
The first and EA Poe (for non-anglophone or lazy translation, Alessandro Quattrone of this is below)
A Dream Within a Dream Take this kiss
upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow -
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone ?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand -
How few! Yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep – while I weep!
O God! Can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God can I not save
One from the pitiless wave? Is
to see That We Seem or
But a Dream Within a Dream?
A dream within a dream
Get this kiss upon the brow!
And now that I go away from you,
let me confess a few things:
not you're wrong if you think that my days
have been only a brief dream.
And even if hope has fled
overnight or in one day, in some
vision or anything,
is perhaps for that reason less lost? All
what we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.
delay on the troubled bank
the roaring surf the breakers,
and shake hands in the golden sand.
So few grains, so few! But as they fall on the shoreline
slowly slipping through his fingers,
while I cry, I cry constantly!
Oh God! I can not forge stronger
fist, tighten, hold them?
Oh, I can not even save
a wave that rushes cruelly? All
what we see or seem is but a dream within a dream?
Honestly I am not convinced this translation, it does not adhere to the rhythm the rhyme, but I find it so and so I put it. (For those who want to discuss ... you have my mail)
The other poetry, which I'll spare you the text in front of it in Russian, is Majakovkij, translated by AM Ripellino. (I wish I had even just a fingernail or the talent of Mayakovsky Poe)
DEDICATES ITSELF TO A FRIEND THESE LINES THE AUTHOR
Four.
heavy as a shot.
"To Caesar what is Caesar's, to God what is God" But a
where you can nestle like me?
Where I was preparing den? If I were
small as the Great Ocean, I
leverei on tiptoe waves,
high tide caressing the moon. Where to find a beloved
like me? Augustus would
to contain the sky!
Oh, if I were poor!
Like a Billionaire!
What is the money for the soul?
An insatiable thief lurks in it.
wild horde of my desires
not enough gold in all the Californias. If I were stuttering
as Dante or Petrarch! Turn
soul for one!
Rank them with verses of yearning to ashes!
And the words and my love
would be a triumphal arch:
pompously,
without a trace, pass under the
lovers of all ages.
Oh if I were silent
like thunder,
gemerei, shaking with
a shudder the decrepit chapel of the earth. If
I'll scream out loud with my voice
immense
flaming comets around and bite the arms, throwing himself headlong on
melancholy.
With rays of the eyes if I were chewing the nights
tarnished as the sun! What need have I
of water with my splendor
the womb thinner of the earth!
Sparrow,
dragging my great love.
Which night
delusional
sickly
from which Goliath was conceived,
so great and so useless?
Now if anyone has read this far, I already imagine the comments .... it is useless to ask you to spare .... I'm sad and use words of others (certainly more expressive of my meatloaf) to say ...
A sad hello.
PS: In the picture, even if you do not need an introduction, which remains his friend Edgar (in my humble opinion) a good head and shoulders above Vladimir. I call in vain to read the love poems of Poe.